My name, doesn't matter, only my story does. I am sixteen years old and I am dying, doctors have done all they can. I have lost many people that I love to many different things, drugs, cancer, heart conditions, suicide, car accidents, fires, and murder. I have gone back and forth with my trusting in God, asking many questions, if there truly is a God then why do I and so many others live with abuse and rape? Why do so many die? Why do so many suffer? Why did God abandon me? However I have learned that God never left my side, he was there waiting for me to return to his Holy love...which I did. I have found comfort in the lord. All those questions can't easily be answered, yes there is sin in the world but God is there, he has a plan for everyone whether it be to live or die... Or to suffer a traumatic event. God knows how much you can handle, he gives you no more then that. I am a sinner, we all are. That does not give us any reason to think less of ourselves, or others. I use to do horrible things to myself, sinful things like cutting. I now find comfort in the Lord instead of a jagged blade. We are all God's children and he loves us even if no one else does. I am creating this blog to hopefully inspire others through anything and everything. To let everyone know that they are not alone. I don't mind dying, as long as I know that i have spread his word and done the best I can to help those in need, to know that I did make a difference.

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